Snow White

Somebody slipped me a poison apple.

I woke up on the bus today. But waking up isn't the correct word because I wasn't asleep.

...This is really surreal, but it was just like, all of a sudden, I resumed as if somebody had hit the pause button on my life, and then taken it off.
I don't remember anything from the last five or six days of my life. I had no idea where I was or where I was coming from. I had my camera around my neck and my Ipod was in. I looked around in a panic to find my friend Ryan sitting across from me. I asked him what I was doing there and he looked at me like I was insane. I freaked the hell out. I can't even describe what was going through my head because it was so ridiculous. A week of my life, gone. I need to find out what I did...and why I can't remember it.
We were downtown taking pictures, by the way. Ryan didn't see me on any other day this week. I told my Parents and they said I've been acting normally, although I went out a few times and have been couped up in my room a little more than usual.

I don't remember making my last three or four blog posts...I don't know what's up with the video, especially.

I've gotta go to the doctor. I think something might be wrong with my brain.

Worried.

l Y

My Head Hurts

My brother is being really unbearable today, and I have a headache. I typed out a longer entry for this but my computer blanked out and I lost it...Isn't blogspot supposed to save this stuff?

Whatever.

I feel terrible.

Girls

Trying to get into a girl's life and date her or whatever is way harder than it should be.
It SEEMS like with both share an interest in each other.

So WHY DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL THE STRESS AND LEGWORK!?

She just gets to sit there and wait!

I'd kill to just have to wait to have someone sweep me off my feet.

But nope, gotta come up with all these stupid plans.

AAARGH.
It'll be worth it though.
I hope.
Well if it works out, definately.
If not well,
I'll be upset! no plz

I'm going downtown next thursday to take pictures...That day is going to be very important.
Nothing go wrong plz.

Not So Scary

Yeah, okay, creepy head and shoulders from my nightmare shows up in a photo I  took.
Yeah right. Yeah right! Coincidences...I developed the same photo again earlier today, and I got the same thing. So, it's probably just George Washington possessing my quarters or something. As if.

And I looked up what I could remember from me dreams for interpretations...The two most vivid dreams were the ones with the Chimera and the TV. I looked up static on a TV as well as the Chimera, and both seem to represent having a sense of confusion in your life.
Which...I guess I've been lately...It's something to think about!

I wish I could get my scanner working! AAARGH.

I'm gonna go play some Metroid Fusion and head to sleep. See ya round! (The two of you ;p)

Figure

Exactly what I saw on the television in the dream.
Those lit up quarters make it up. I can remember it clearly now.

I didn't have time to install the drivers for my new scanner, so I just took a picture of the photo I developed in the dark room earlier today with my camera phone...excuse the bad quality but...this is what came out.

it's probably nothing, and Maybe i'm just imagining this, or...maybe i'm some sort of prophetic dreamer... Feels like deja vu almost. i don't even know.

Irked.

That's all I can say I am right now.

Rapid Eye Movement -- Five Times Over

Last night I went to bed at 12:34AM

I woke up an hour later around 1:45. I had a dream. It was weird. I went back to sleep.

I woke up again at 2:30, another dream, I went back to sleep.

Once again I awoke, this time at 3:46. I remember the time exactly because I grabbed my phone immediately after I stopped my gasps of horror. (The dream wasn't all that scary, it just...bothered me tothe core.) After cradling myself with all the lights on for twenty minutes, I managed to get back to sleep and woke up AGAIN with another dream. 5:06. Back to bed, another dream.

I didn't feel like I got any sleep at all. My body never left REM sleep. My eyes must have been moving all night. And what's funny, is I remember ALL OF THEM PERFECTLY. If that isn't unusual I don't know what is.
It was probably just a crazy coincidence, but...I don't know, maybe it was something I ate?

Dream 1: I got a 32 on my act. But then it turned out that was just my missle count in Metroid. I actually got a twelve. My dad slapped me. (Yeah idkwtf)

Dream 2: I couldn't finish eating all of my ice so I gave some to Ryan (Yeah, also my last name, how cool.) He started talking about his engineering program at Perry University. Then we went to the amusement park and I lost my cotton candy. I went to a club at school, it was in an abandoned warehouse, Mr S. had a saw for a hand and Ryan and Lauren were talking about something by a curtain. Then I went to my friend's house and couldnt find my shoes. (Yeah idkwtf once more.)

Dream 3: In a crowded room of people. Classmates, I think. We were watching tv on an old, tube tv. Except it was hung on the wall all of a sudden. And what was on the screen was a bunch of street corners or something, and then the tv fell off the wall in slow motion, as if waitless. Some big black bar almost hit me, and then the tv hit me and got all staticy. It was crushing me. I tried to push it back up but it was really heavy. A figure appeared in the static and I started bugging out badly. I started to push it back up and pictures started flashing on the Tv. Girl's faces. A few of them were cartoon girls, and a few were real. I felt a click in my neck and a snapping sound and I woke up. I had no idea what to make of it. But it bothered me.

Dream 4: I found a deck of cards. All of a sudden my dog was HUGE. That's all, really.

Dream 5: I went to an anime conventoin with my friend, and then we were going to college for no reason. And she was driving me around in her car and I had a camera. We saw a chimera and I got out of the car to take a picture. It was tiny but after I took some shots it came after me. We tried to get back in the car but it was surrounded with laundry...yeah.

God, one of the weirdest nights of my life.

Feeling shaken, not stirred.