Monday, January 31, 2011


I am no longer a sane man.

i want to go home

i give up

come get me

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Sweet Darkness

My phone died. Thank god there's a computer here. Someone contacted me a bit ago and I met up with her. She's sick.

She was in the area, we have the same problem. I've been telling her stories from the forest, she's very curious.
I can't deny a dying girl. ...Woman. She's 26.

Dying girls.

He needs help. All i'm asking is you take a look. My hands are full. They're full.

I got Jessica killed
Eleven other people.

I buried them.

It felt good to get it off my chest. Too good.

We see him everywhere these days. It's just getting more and more frequent.
I'm horrified every single time.
Every damn time I scream like a little girl.
i bet he likes it

I feel like there's always things going on, but they get covered up by the next thing.
I was "hollowed", Jake... Danny, Shannon and I were attacked, and now this.
Scattered. Wouldn't make for a good story.

I wish this was a fucking story.

Why does he have to walk so FUCKING slowW?

were in her dead parents' house.

Please give me one good night's sleep.

Friday, January 14, 2011


Nice post, Danny, I think I'll make my own.

Why are you suddenly being so paranoid? My parents ARE my parents, this IS my house.
I'm afraid that all of this is making you go a bit crazy.

I do know who Thomas is but I do NOT trust him. I saw him outside, staring at me through the window. THOMAS is probably one of the callers (or even that skinny monster) and Danny is falling into his trap.

I will not leave this house. It is dangerous outside.

I had an encounter with him, Danny, you didn't. Don't sit there and think you know what is best.

Please, stop telling him to leave or that he's not getting something, you people are only making it worse.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Again and Again and Again and Again

Where are you?
Are you okay?
What happened?
Danny, Shannon.
Please be okay.

I knew it was a stupid idea, I knew he hadn't left me alone. How could I be so goddamn stupid. I think he took them, I think he buried them.

I don't know what happened.
The last two weeks, I don't know what happened.

But he was there. I remember that he was there. Bits, pieces. stAnding
Menacing, he's menacing.

After what happened to me, I thought it was over, that I had some grand story to tell as I got old and nobody would fucking believe me and it'd be all sunshine and rainbows for the rest of my life.
when you enter his woods you don't goddamn leave.
Never, EVER fucking leave.

What happened during those weeks in novemberwas only the beginning for me, and as much as I have to say about that, it has to wait because right now the shit has hit the fucking fan and I know I'm in serious danger. DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL
thats all I've EVER been about.
I said I was done but I trapped myself into it again


its not safe.

nowhere is safe.

he still loves me

how guilty do you have to make me, you freak?
how many more am I going to bring you?

see, see, Danny and Shannon, I was with them, it was amazing. we spent the day together downtown and I got to show them my stupid city and it was one of the best days until