Where are you?
Are you okay?
Please be okay.
I knew it was a stupid idea, I knew he hadn't left me alone. How could I be so goddamn stupid. I think he took them, I think he buried them.
I don't know what happened.
The last two weeks, I don't know what happened.
But he was there. I remember that he was there. Bits, pieces. stAnding
Menacing, he's menacing.
After what happened to me, I thought it was over, that I had some grand story to tell as I got old and nobody would fucking believe me and it'd be all sunshine and rainbows for the rest of my life.
when you enter his woods you don't goddamn leave.
Never, EVER fucking leave.
What happened during those weeks in novemberwas only the beginning for me, and as much as I have to say about that, it has to wait because right now the shit has hit the fucking fan and I know I'm in serious danger. DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL
thats all I've EVER been about.
I said I was done but I trapped myself into it again
CHICAGO IS SAFE
its not safe.
nowhere is safe.
he still loves me
how guilty do you have to make me, you freak?
how many more am I going to bring you?
see, see, Danny and Shannon, I was with them, it was amazing. we spent the day together downtown and I got to show them my stupid city and it was one of the best days until